visit from my friend.

Saturday, 8th November 2008. -6.10pm-

About two weeks ago.. Nick came down to KL to visit. We met up went for drinks and stuff. lol It was fun meeting up and chatting about. but we didn't spend too much time together as we both had stuff to do and he was preoccupied with his mates as well. No worries I'm sure there will be other opportunities for us to meet again. Meet Kevin as well during one of the events.

So this weekend... I'm just gonna stay at home as i need to take a break, a rest from my life of going out drinking, spending and shit. I'm really getting tired for no apparent reason and just need to have some time to myself just to chill watch a DVD and listen to music. Its sad ya know.. going out all the time and not having any time to myself to think, pamper and relax.... Don't get me wrong i love going out with my mates and having a great night out. just.. a person needs sometime to herself too! My brother was like 'eh.. why you at home?' haha.. really sad eh? I've been so busy out all the time that I've not been seen at home lately.... Thus my agenda this weekend is to stay at home. plus clean my room, it's utterly disgusting. like a bomb hit my room.

Work has been alright. but for the past two days I've been working late.. till about 9pm.. The reason for this? is because we have this new intern in the office which is absolutely rubbish. i mean as a person she's great very sociable.. but once it comes to work she's utterly useless. i mean simple admin work, she can't even do.. it really makes me upset and disappointed, here i was treating her nicely and not treating her like other interns in the industry, and she lets me down for not completing her work. I am not upset to see her go (if she doesn't come back on Monday) I'm just disappointed that she didn't even try and show enthusiasm... ahh well that's just some people for you eh?

Last night my colleagues had a house party.. haha. i had two tequila pop's and already was out of it. coz.... i was already having a headache to begin with anddd.. i was DEAD tired.. really. i was so tired it was unbelievable. oh yea.. had a tequila sunrise as well... the tequila was really strong..

I really should stop drinking every weekend. it ain't good. for the body, mind and soul... Its also been a good week as I've had the chance to talk to my bibi!! sigh.. its been awhile.. but glad to know that you'll be alright bibi! just listen to what i said and you'll be fine.. i love you no matter what happens... Still missing you though.. we should talk more often bibi! at least once or twice a week ya?

right. I'm gonna go back to my relaxing weekend break. lol. i need for a holiday, a getaway.. Singapore perhaps? lol

xx

been a month. been 4 months.

Just got back from having dinner with my mates at this place at changkat bukit bintang - 'Bermuda and Onion' - an Italian restaurant- reminds me of Alessandra how i miss her. I would say that the place ain't that bad... if you wanna treat yourselves and have a lil quite time with a love one or a bunch of friends.. its a great place for all occasions. and friendly ppl as well!

There'll be some pictures up soonish. Just a lil more writing for now.

Been a month... that i've started work.. and i have to admit like everyone has told me before... once you start working you wish you was still a student.. and yes people that is how i feel right now. i wanna go back to those days where i can sleep in and not care of what i have to do today, i wanna go back to those times i had with my mates going to the cinema, hanging out in the living room, watching telly. all that. all gone. lol. sigh. that's life aint it?

I procrastinate on the ultimate question of... 'do you work for something you like or do you work for the money?'.

If you work.. and get both things that's really great. and if you work just to get money to live the life you want then.. well done to you as well. and if you work for something you like and not get that much money again kudos to you!.. for me? I still am on the quest of looking for the right answer to my life. my career. along with my identity. my purpose. my goal. my achievements and my life.

Am i the same person as before or have i changed for worst or the better? Still undecided... undetermined.. and the only people who can determine the answer for that is a person that is truly truthful to me and knows me.

Its been 4 months that you've been out of my life... 4 months of guessing whether you think of me and 4 months of keeping you in my mind. now... i know you think of me... i know you keep me in your mind and i cant wait to see you again.. soon i hope. missing those days we had and the times you felt weird. I think that you are truly nice and every person you meet, you touch with your gratitude and unique funkiness! I'm missing you.

Getting ready..

creme brulee

Strawberry and something..lol

Chocolate, cream, strawberry, coconut sorbet. the choc cake just melts and oozes out chocolate!

Tiramisu

All together now.

Right gonna start my second month of work... hope its a good month.. wishing all my mates a happy November.. 8 weeks to Christmas and 9 weeks to being legal.

xx